Last week I did a final sort of my envelopes of childhood art, report cards and stories, and pulled out pieces that I would use in future mixed media pieces, or that had a sentimental pull to them. It was a fun stroll down memory lane before letting go of these bits. I started drawing and “writing” at age 3 according to the dates my mother put on each piece. She would write down what my string of letters (or scribbles) meant and what the picture was about to clarify it. After all these years it was time to let go of all this, to lighten the load so to speak. As I am winnowing down belongings over the course of the year I am finding that there are a lot of duplicate items I didn’t realize I had, stuff I won’t need again, and things I should have let go of sooner. It is a journey of discovery on many fronts.
Fearless isn’t perfect
It is good to remember that being fearless is not a perfect act. Fearless can be an ugly, gulping, quivering, do it anyway process. And that is okay. Sometimes you just have to do things the best you can when and accept that fear is part of it.
Today I am trying to think back 11 years. 2012. That is when I reluctantly started blogging. I wasn’t sure it would be for me, or that I could keep it up. Back then it was named “Bec’s windmill: life spinning by”, now it is Wild Bird Creative reflecting my mixed media courses. 11 years is another lifetime ago just as age 10 to 21 is. It is strange that so much time as gone by when it feels more 5 or 6. It was, in many ways, a different world back in 2012, and yet if we look closely it really was not. The seeds scattered then are growing now, and often kindness seems not to be.
Live this moment
I spent the weekend wrapping up two new online course offerings, it got messy but was fun. The filming and editing took a fair amount of time, but both made it to the finish line. “Live this moment” is a modern take on the cave wall paintings. I find them amazing, a wonderful slice of how humans started using art to tell their story. When it feels daunting to be creative it is nice to know that the first person to make a mark on that cave wall may very well have felt the same sense of not being sure they could do it. Today is a great day to Get creating!
Getting to done
Perfect is great, but too often a way to not start or complete tasks. Too often imperfect is seen mediocre or a failure. No house is perfectly plumb, no shirt perfectly sewn, the imperfect is all around us and much of it is beautiful. Embrace the fact that getting things done might mean there are imperfections and grow from there.
Mid week searching
“Attempt the end, and never stand to doubt, Nothing’s so hard, but search will find it out” This mid week I am in search of steadfast calm so as not to let others waves wash me off course. It is too easy to think that you can do it all, move yourself forward and others. But each of us are on a different path and moving at a different speed. Take care to not confuse your journey with theirs when you try to help or offer a listening ear.